CLOSER THAN I'VE EVER BEEN

So far away but yet so near.
To hear your voice speak of such sadness and fear .
You always looked and acted strong,
but within you knew staying with HIM was wrong..

Why is life so far from  our thoughts?
Why do we consider another life a farce?
Susan spoke with such innocence and love
but confused with an emotion of connecting with the above.
We knew they were power but yet obsessed
We knew it was wrong and couldn't repress.
Yet love is so strong and yet so blind.,
that it overpowered her mind.
My views on life she acted upon with such grace
but when HE found out, he couldn't take the pace.

Closer than I've ever been
to the one who killed my only friend.
A life long friend, I met on a plane
How could you do it?   You major Fuck,
Pleading insane?
But someday my love, your anger will grow
and when you can't take it, then you will blow.

Then I will be closer than I've ever been...
because when you die another life begins.